Confused

Assalamualaikum...

I don’t know what do.
You make me so confused.
This is exhausting.
Make it stop.
Please leave.

No. Don’t go.
Don’t leave me confused.
I’m being paranoid.
Again.
I'm not making sense.
Even to myself.

Follow your heart.
How I despise that saying.
It’s not that easy.
Tell me.
How do you follow a lost heart?
The world is full of lies.

But still.
I get carried away by the world.
Will you get erased that way?
Maybe.
But do I want to erase you?

This isn’t right.
What’s happening to me?
Am I the only one suffering?
What’s wrong with me?
I am a fool.

I want to hide from the world.
Like the fool I am.

Wassalam..